May 2012
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don’t say I’m healthy, don’t say any part of my body is healthy, is skin and bone healthy to you, are my jutting hips, prominent collar bones, protruding ribcage, spine bumps, shoulder blades healthy to you? am I lovely, is this lovely?
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I guess I forgot that no one cares.
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If only tears had healing powers, I’d be more alive than anyone.
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'nice figure'
Getting told I have a ‘nice figure’ hurts. Do they not realise that I starve myself. Do they not realise that I am underweight, severely, that I can’t even find clothes that fits, that I have to buy children’s clothes just so it stays up?! Do they not realise what I am doing to myself. I don’t have a ‘nice figure’, I don’t want a ‘nice...
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yes, suck on this, my figures are all lower than the scales even go. What Size Am I?: tiny? I hope so.
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April 2012
50 posts
Personal
I really want to ring home and tell them everything, tell them just how bad I’ve gotten because they have no idea. I really need someone to talk to but I can’t ring home because my sister’s finals start next week, it’s not fair to bother them with this and disappoint them when there’s already so much going on for them. I want more than ever to just be held and be able...
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remember tilly, happiness never lasts.
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how is it that I still manage to go and disappoint people that aren’t even in my life anymore?
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